Hey guys, this is obviously a throwaway as I do not want any trails leading back to this for multiple reasons.

So lets get to the topic straight ahead: I met a nice girl 8/10 (Nose aint perfect if she fixxes that, which she wants to, its 9/10. But I like her anyhow), she says she had 2 guys (She is 18) before me which both were her boyfriend at the time, one of those only got a handjob so intercourse with only 1 person, 2 counting me in.

Now we all know about the rule "Take her number and multiply by 3". But does that always apply? I mean is AWALT an argument for this, I agree on AWALT in emotional topics and such, but I think if a woman is distinct enough she could give you a honest answer about her partnercount.

However lets continue, I met her in a club on a goodbye party of a friends friend. She went there with the smaller brother of the guy who was leaving, this guy is her orbiter, he is pretty sociopathic but thats another topic.

So we met there we talked some, danced, made out, thats it. I mean my game was straight A+ that evening, wasnt drinking too much, passed all comfort- and shit-tests and generally lead the direction we were heading. We had one of the most expensive VIP Lobbys available in the whole city which surely helped with status and dread game on the dancefloor. I mention this because it can be used as an excuse on her part for making out with me, and making out as in kissing, no fucking that day.

And this, coupled with her behavior, is the strongest argument for her being conservative, which leads to me believing her in terms of before mentioned partner count.

Now we exchanged number and met a few days later, again she was very reserved about me making moves (At this point I was/am worried about anti-slut-defense, maybe she was a slut before and tried to play the nice girl), however I got her back to my place on the second date and we fucked.

Note: she didnt mention her partnercount at that point, I got that later on about 5 weeks into the "relationship".

After that we would meet multiple times a week to fuck, most of the time just "Watching movies" nothing fancy, so she wasnt milking the moneytube.

This continues until a few weeks back, thing was going on for about 4 almost 5 months at that point. Slowly she would begin to throw more comforttests at me, and the occasional shittest. But she is messing with me in a funny way often, probably to make the shittests less obvious, but I enjoy that and embrace it. Turning her shittests into my dreadgame lets her hamster grow some serious legs.

Recently she stated that she is worried that Im just holding onto her until something nicer walks my way, and she was right, I was exactly doing that for a few weeks. But it changed to me being exclusive with her on purpose, as I had a good feeling about her.

She told me that she plans on going on vacation with her friends (Orbiter + 1 of her girlfriends who is a slut in terms of making out but she isnt fucking around). Summer, Lloret, not a nice idea in my opinion.

I told her we would not continue meeting if she goes through with going on that vacation. Now she first would objectify(more subjectify) and tell me how it is unfair that I would dictate her not to go. And she wants to enjoy summer with her friends, and we would see us the rest of the time. I see her point, I mean to be honest who wouldnt want some fun with his friends in Lloret and I know I could be loyal in that enviroment. I am not so sure about woman though.

Sure, she is great and all but lets be honest her, AWALT applys here I think. Of cause I could be lucky and she wont find something better than me, but for a 8/10 in Lloret it shouldnt be too hard to find someone, I mean I wouldnt be surprised if she gets invited to the VIP in some expensive club.

And even if she was loyal, how would I know? For my whole life there would be no way for me to be 100% sure about what happened in that few days. I told her exactly that and she agreed, of cause she told me trust is important. And I agree with that, but she wouldnt want me to go on the same vacation a week later (Which I proposed as counterargument after she told me about her plans). But further she argues, she would still meet me afterwards if I would go there. Unlike me, who threatens to drop her ass if she goes there.

Now I am not sure if I should continue with this statement, because I really do believe in her staying loyal even if she finds someone hotter than me. Maybe it is me being beta and believing too much, or it is my ego telling me that my overall mix of Attractiveness/Intelligence/Socialskills is hard to achieve. It doesnt matter anyways, because in both cases alcohol always forces error in your calculations.

So here I am, sitting at home thinking about a girl that started as plate and seems to give me a case of oneitis.

But it isnt really oneitis, I will go on a worldtrip next year and work and travel around the globus. Most likely without her, but until then I would enjoy her company, and maybe she will even join me on this journey (She says she wants to, details.).

Gimmeh some suggestions guys, point out if I left some details open that are necessary, I'll gladly add them.

Thanks a lot in advance