Been reading this stuff and applying it religiously for 3 years. I'm now at breaking point. Started out just wanting a gf, I got one. I improved many aspects of my life, it works, for sure it works. Takes it's toll though when it doesn't come naturally. Maintaining a LTR is very draining.

I'll never be bluepill again, that's dead now, but so is a whole lot of simple joys I once had. I'm not going mgtow or forgetting what I read here, it's etched forever. Still very appreciative for all the free knowledge. Saved a lot of heartache.

Best I can hope for now is developing my own brand of Alpha and some peace of mind. In fact, I see that in a lot of the experienced members here. anyway this eagles leaving the nest, fly high bros.