Sorry in advance for the ramblings.

Ok, I’ve been lurking for years. Haven’t read all of the sidebar. But there’s one thing I never really see addressed. Guidelines for guys who hate people. I can be the life of the party if I want. I can be outgoing if I choose. But I can’t maintain it and it drains me. I really don’t like humans. I’d rather be alone, other than investing quality time with family and friends, alongside getting laid.

I’m in an ltr right now and I have to get out. It was fun while it lasted. She wasn’t a unicorn or anything. And nothing really sketchy happened either. It’s just time.

Maybe what I’ve gathered is wrong, but it seems like social standing is a huge factor in both being successful and pulling tail. I’ll never be able to do that. I’ve mastered extroversion in small doses, and now at 32 years old, I know I just can’t change my nature.

I’m looking for anyone to chime in that leads more of a solitary life well beyond monk mode, or any literature recommendations that might apply more to me. Don’t get me wrong, I can pull, but I’d really like to speak to guys in my position.

Just looking to start a dialogue on how to navigate life as a red pilled misanthrope...