Ill start off with my info.

6'1, decent looking maybe a bit bad posture due to scoliosis and have been lifting for 2 years give or take. made decent gains nothing to be super proud of, I basically went from badly skinny-fat to kind of muscly but sorta skinny fat (75kg). So yea still got a ways to go with my lifting.

I also believe my frame is weak at the moment, I have mild anxiety/nervousness around even mates and its super obvious im a black sheep. They are all in the football team which im not which I could really probably do good at but for some reason im not, probably cause of my weak frame making me too self conscious to give it my all.

I also get intimidated pretty easy cause of this. Today a kid was fucking with me that much I punched him in the shoulder cause he pushed me. He was all like "I was just joking!" after I hit him, probably expected me to take it or smthing.

How can i fix this? I have heard boxing helps with making you not afraid of things anymore but its too expensive along with lifting when I'm not working.