Me : Artist who's been on TRP for 6 months now.
So i met this chick and we been gaming for so long; 22F, (i'm 20) she's 8/10, nice facial feautures, artsy as fuck and has the same artistic taste in music.
I've always loved music. , i make music and i always wished for a girl that can help me produce more, and knows pretty much about the theory and the marketing, she was good.
Introduction TRP HITS ME HARD. The girl has a bf she left back in her hometown, and also i think i acted needy at the first night we were together so she tells me that i am her new bestfriend now. Acted chill, ghosted for a week, abundance mentality... but still something was still dragging me to her, so i arranged this meeting with some friends, she came to bar didn't care much about her at first, flirted with other girls and so... at the end i took her home and we ended up having sex.
So now she's basically cheating on her bf with me. Next day, we have sex again, i was thinking she's using me for sex ( telling me Now GO, right after we finish sex - a shit test i handled with a good spank, took my shit and ghosted )
3 days later she sends snaps, we talk, we meet, we fuck, we pillowtalk and i started talking about emotions, energy, vibes, shit i like, my futur plans, she seemed to really like it she tells me to stay for the night. I did. She tells me that she broke up with her boyfriend, i didn't react.
Next day we plan to go to this bar, she came back drunk, telling me she broke up with her boyfriend because she can't love him anymore, and she tells me that she felt something for me when we pillowtalked. Mmmyeah, connecting to her emotions was good, but at the same time being vulnerable made me feel something for her too.
I tell her that we're still best friends, and that i'm flying in 4 hours to see some friends for 10 days. She started crying, i didn't ask her why, naked, i fingred her pussy so good, she came. She tells me that she has never felt this feeling of grief and pleasure at the same time.
Time comes, i go out, she comes and hug me, kiss me very hard, still having red eyes from the crying, 3 hours later she sends me a text telling me to be a good boy (because i told her i'll be meeting my ex gf and it's only gonna be for coffee) , i reply : yes i've always been a good boy (sarcastically), left it on read.
Now 3 days passed, and we didn't text at all...
Now my questions to you guys are (excuse my english tho) :
Did she break up with her bf because she's into me rn?
Should i force myself to keep her as a plate?
I was vulnerable while talking to her in bed, connecting to her artsy emotions and talking about sex, my love life, and my ex gf, is any of this is bad?
I don't know how to proceed with this, she's on my mind 24/7, but not because i love her, but because i'm worried about what my emotions will be if i invest to make her make me happy (music related ) ?
Should i text her and keep an eye on her, or what she's doing? Or ghost until i come back from the trip? She cheated on her bf, is she still a good LTR material?
I don't knnow how to thank you guys, or this community... Love y'all.
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