Holy fuck i just realized i’m a blue pilled bitch. I gave a HB8 a chance for first LTR, we’ve been together barely a year and our dynamics are completely off. I’ve been routinely seeing her 3 days a week and calling her almost 4 times a day for months LMAO

She Frequently denies sex/ no anal ever Hates showing PDA anywhere Never chases/ blatantly doesn’t care Always in a pissy mood Looks at other guys Doesn’t react to passive dread

What the fuck am i doing??? I’m emotionally head over heels and I mentally can’t control it. I stopped gyming, put weight on and started focusing less on my career. Are these relationship dynamics irreversible or do i have to throw the whole LTR away??