My fucking blue pilled friends are so shit. They prefer impressing girls and talk shit about me just to impress them. They are so fake. I went to the trouble of helping them with girls, telling them redpill theory and all that shit. I always stood by them. Helped them whenever I could. I shouldn't have done that. Fuck this shit.

Right now I feel like I should just go Machiavelli. Work more on my self. But I hate this. I hate the idea of having zero good friends. Maybe I am just doing it all wrong. I don't know. I thought venting here is going help but doesn't feel any much better now.