I swallowed TRP last November and so far so good. Started lifting, adopted an IDGAF attitude, and amused mastery comes quite easily to me. I've fucked 5 different girls since then and couldn't care less if I don't see them again and they keep coming back for more. The problem is the case of oneitis I had before TRP is a girl I work with (I know, don't shit where you eat, too late.)

Anyway, she has started showing interest in me again and so far I have ignored her, in fact I'm the biggest asshole in the world towards her. I thought I was over her but now I'm having dreams about her flirting with and fucking other guys from work and it's killing me. Last night I had a dream that one of my colleagues (married beta and no threat whatsoever in real life) asked her round to his for a drink and she agreed. I knew they were going to fuck so I beat him senseless, grabbed a chair put one of the legs into his mouth and jumped on it breaking through the back of his scull. I woke up nearly in tears I was that angry.

Today I see him in real life and the (obviously irrational) rage was still there, thankfully I managed to have a civil, jokey conversation with him, but I really wanted to hurt him. As for her, well it's obvious I'm not over her even though I'm fucking higher quality women. Any advice as to calm myself down so I don't do something stupid like try to get back with her, or worse get myself arrested.