I've been on the red pill for close to a year now (I'm 18) and I'm honestly not seeing the results I want. Of course it's on me, I haven't been going out and talking to girls much because I've been busy but hopefully this summer I'll work on that. Anway, I'm always wondering on what I'm doing wrong. Don't get me wrong, I'm not at the lowest of levels, I'm doing pretty good compared to most men in my country. Especially with the muslim bullshit culture we have here, it's been a real obstacle for me.

I'm not a virgin, I talk to a lot of girls and I'm always trying to improve. But what I want is to get to the stage when I can get any chick obsessed with me. I don't mean it in a psychotic way, I mean more like thinking about me all the time .. etc this might sound fucked up but I don't care because it is actually what I want. I have a girl like that. She's totally not my type, she liked me for years and to tell the truth I don't give a shit about her. I only hit her up when I horny and in a drought. I treat her like shit and leave all the time but she's always waiting for me to come back. All of this is probably due to the fact that I honestly don't care about her enough so that I would think about any of the stuff I'm doing with her.

But the thing is, the only reason why I don't care is because I'm not that sexually attracted by her, most of the time I even hate the bitch. I'd be talking to her and get bored and just leave, I don't care, I would leave her on seen for a month then text back like nothing happened.

I wanna be like that with the rest of the girls but I can't, sure when they're being bitches, I make myself leave. But it's not the same way like with that other girl. I'm actually attracted to these girls and that attraction might be fucking me up. I should also add that I'm mostly trying to game the girls I meet at school or through a social circle or whom I already know which puts me at a bigger risk and making me worry about acting too sexual with them, since I live in a muslim country.

How do I fix this guys and get them more obsessed ? And how do I know what else am I doing wrong ?