-girl and I have immediate connection

-we work together (music) for 10 months while going to school together

-she dates guy for 4 months, breaks up 1mo ago

-visits me in my home state for a week

-we hook up 2nd base. Next day she says shouldnt happen again.

-happens again twice more. I'm a lot of firsts for her - everything but sex. Shes a virgin and knows im not

-last day of visit she says shouldnt happen again. She gets drunk with me and I choose not to let it happen a fourth time.

-now she wants me to visit her for a week in her home state

-she sent me "I freaking miss being able to work on music every day with you" and "Hey thinking about a lot and just wanted to say You have no idea how special it is to have someone like you in my life and I'm very thankful that you are." today, the day after she left.

-i really fucking like this girl. unicorns don't exist but fuck if she aint close

-what do