I've found myself in a, well, very strange position that I've never been in before.

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Basically, an associate of mine has (had?) a sizable crush on me, but I just really didn't (at the risk of sounding like one of those bitches who friendzoned you in your AFC days) "see her that way." Sounds like a dumb phrase, but it actually holds some validity. She attended an auto engines class where we learn how to rebuild and restore engines from the ground up, fun times. She was my lab partner occasionally and mainly just a banter buddy. All we did was take the piss out of each other. But she was not my type. I wouldn't call her ugly, but she wasn't my cup of tea, physically and especially personality wise.

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Now, I'm a stylish guy in a minimalist sort of way, lots of black, everything fits well, no bright colors or layers or patterns, but very refined and presentable. I'm basically gay when it comes to taking care of my skin, and do indeed lift. I'm too tall to be absolutely hulking, so I've settled on a more "skinny ripped" physique. I'm still far bigger than your average man, however. I'm also black, (a nonissue but important to the story.)

My physical presentation, coupled with all of the teasing, had pretty much made her go apeshit about me, but silly me wasn't paying attention.

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It took two months before I realized she was into me. At first, there was no sign. Just our normal way of interacting. Then, after while she'd tell me things about her personal life when I didn't ask, like how she just broke up with her boyfriend. I didn't bite. Then she became increasingly mean spirited and rude, and our banter turned into full blown roasting. It was all in good fun, at least in my head, but she was becoming venomous. Then, she suddenly started acting nice again. She'd go on and on about her new boyfriend, showing me pictures of him and telling me how happy she was with him. Then I thought "is she trying to dread me right now?"

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Next, things took a startling turn. She got, very sexual, and she did it quickly. It was like talking to someone who's head is so far in the gutter that they can taste last month's rain water. For example, I said the phrase "fucked in the head" referring to a crazy meme video she showed me and specifically, whoever made it. She somehow twisted the statement around and started talking about blowjobs and how "if you gave a girl a blowjob, you'd be technically 'fucking her in the head.'" It was the weirdest shit that has ever happened to me. At another instance my classmates where talking about black people and making (not racist) jokes. She decided to throw a "I've never had sex with a black guy before" into the convo. I was standing about three feet away and was the only black person in the goddamn room. Another time I was waiting for a computer in lab to start up, but it was malfunctioning. She came to sit by me, all chatty cathy, then she's like "well that's (the computer turning on) an expectation that will never happen." Then she added, and I shit you not, "just like you're an expectation that will never happen." And then she just looked me up and down. I was like, the actual fuck just happened?

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At this point it finally clicked. So thought, what the hell. I'll give it to her. What do I have to lose?

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So on break I hit her with, "what are you doing on break?" Fodder enough for someone this overt about what she wanted.

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Her: "Attending a KKK rally."

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(Obvious shit test.)

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Me: "Haha you're the best. Make sure you lynch some fuckers too. I'd pay serious cash to see that."

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(Agree and exaggerate.)

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Her: "Getting backed."

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(More serious answer after I pass the shittest.)

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Me: "Baked?"

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Her: "Yeah, high. Bye."

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She told me bye. That threw me. So I stopped messaging her. I get the feeling that she's set in her mind to blow me off if I try to respond to her advances out of spite. Which doesn't really accomplish anything on her part because it's not like she's the only person in the world willing to fuck me. I have never encountered anything like this before. Should I push further, or is she toxic and someone I should stay away from?