Can't tell if she into me or if she tryna make me an orbiter. I'm in last year high-school btw
Writing this I realise I'm a fuck head but algood
I see her everyday, we talk a bit, she probably like a hb6.5 7. Only escalated as far as playfighting and shit cause I can't really isolate her, she lives like 2 hours away and I'm busy afterschools. She feminine as fuck, not just to me tho, she like that around everyone.
I only started talking with her to try out rp tactics, just seeing how body language and shit works, and how she'd respond when I didn't agree with everything she said and shit like that. Well fuck it works ay we was chilling in chem and I was just fucking with her head being "alpha" joking and shit and she just reached out and grabbed my arm hard as fuck like biting her lip, then she was like fuck I can't believe did that stood up and walked off lmao. This was like 2 weeks ago tho, I tried to keep escalating and shit but I can't really see a chance other than In front of people, also Im white and she not. Earlier this week I tried pulling back like just not focusing and listening to her in class, focusing on my work way harder and just acting distant to see what would go down. Never seen her wear makeup and the next day she come in wearing it and kept catching her looking at me to see if I was looking at her, think she was trying to see if I was still interested in her. Fuck it was hard to not look at her ay lmao so I just went back to normal since then.
She isn't allowed to go out unless its with this one friend who has a fat crush on her, so I ain't tryna do that cause hes pretty boys ngl. Fr I can't find a way to get her alone at all, it's dumb af and I'm thinking I should just talk to someone else in class because I feel like I'm becoming her validator. Everyone else in the class is either a beta or a below 5 girl tho, only her and her friends are chill. Also I've displayed interest while around her friends and shit, so if I stop talking to her or some shit, will they think I'm just a bitch who can't pull or will they realize?
Fr I ain't sure where to go with this, i just don't wanna turn into her beta orbiter. Is there something I can do? Should I just ask her to the movies or some bs like that?
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