I go to the club. Get a bunch of rejections, dance with a few girls Makeout with an ugly hb5 (look back an hour later regret it), feeling like i want a gf (have made out with atleast 13 girls since my last relationship) still virgin, past year of highschool, no girls in my social circle... Not ugly or too fat (20lbs away from 6 pack, i have a small muffin top but under a short you can see it) Id rate myself hb7 but maybe i have over inflated self esteem idk...

What phase is this and what did you guys do to get over this? I live in a small town, moving isnt an option so should i go into monk mode and increase smv to get hotter girls, i feel like im slumming... and what should i do about wanting a companion? Cause i know trp's stance on ltr is that they are bad.

I went on 2 dates both ended bad. One told me i come off as a player and she doesnt trust me and the other is a wierd scenario (i asked a question about her on here) basically shes trying to pull the LJBF routine on me..

Advice? Thoughts? tl;dr - I feel like im slumming, getting rejected on the spot by girls who are decent. Stuck in a shitty small town. Went on 2 dates, went nowhere at all. Kinda Feeling like i want a ltr or just intimate loving companionship in general. Is this just a redpill phase? How should i deal with it? Advice?