So I became emotionally involved with someone at work.They ended up cutting it off.However 3 weeks later,Whenever I see said person I keep getting beta thoughts(I miss her so much..etc) It's like,I can't do anything because it fucks with me mentally. I know,I shouldn't have done it,and I learned my lesson.

I've been trying to pursue my goals,but its hard to do anything when you're distracted mentally.I was thinking about just smashing an escort and maybe the thoughts would go away.I hate how weak,I let myself get.I'm working on getting my schedule changed. I haven't resorted to drugs...yet.