It seems like all my efforts are just falling apart, after all my hard work here is the shit I've done this week:

  • didn't go lift, didn't study (high school senior), watched porn 3 times, wasted all my time, started consuming sugar like a pig, fapped twice today, developed a oneitis for girl and din't even have the balls to escalate with her, puffed 3 cigarettes daily... My excuse? Well I got a cold and that made me weak.

Now I'm depressed and lost purpose and meaning of life. How can I get my shit together again?