Hey guys,

Don't know how MGTOW is regarded around here, but I've been monk mode for the past 6 years. And I was doing so fucking well. Bought a house to enjoy all to myself, advancing in my career, money in the bank, hobbies to keep me busy. I felt like I had finally freed myself from the desire for women. But now I'm crushing hard over a woman I haven't even talked to, because I believe she may be somewhat interested. I've even entertained trying to date women again. Please help, I don't know what is really causing this. It's not even a desire for sex. I guess after all these years I still have a latent desire for "finding love", even though I've know women can't really love. Ugh, this sucks.