I think my life is going smooth and I am respected etc., but then I overhear some people talking shit behind my back and it makes me feel like I am a delusional fuck.

Truth be told, I try my best to converse properly with people but even if I do nothing there are times I am repeatedly made fun of indirectly. And it sucks because it shows the lack of respect i have.

And as a result I dont know what to do when people approach me. Eg; yesterday guy I have known for a little over a week approached me and told me he heard that I go go the same club as him and how I should hmu whenever I go there. Tbf I dont mind hitting him up but I dont want to be seen as desperate aswell. Coming as a guy with little to no friends this shit confuses me alot.