So about a year back I posted my scenario as I found red pill. This is th important part of that post: .

About a year ago I ended a LTR as things were falling apart, no sex, no conversations, no nothing. Instead of talking about our shit we both shut down and I just said screw this. I ended it with some less than honest reasons about our lives going different directions but honestly it was because I was getting no sex and she was a nightmare to be around plus she gained a lot of weight and didn't seem to care. We lived together for a year and over the 5 years we were together she slowly gained weight and became less and less interested in me. Looking back I feel that my less than fully RP attitude fueled this behavior.

After it ended I started fucking a bunch of pretty hot girls and really enjoying life again. I will say that I'm in good shape, always have been but have really stepped it up in the last two years (including the last year of LTR). I don't lift but I'm an endurance athlete and it gets the body in equally attractive condition. Part of me feels that the ex was a bit jeleous of my increased activity. I tried involving her but she always took it as if I was just finding a clever way to call her fat, in a sense she was right. I was getting better so why wouldn't she want to?

So now I'm in a position of moving cities, not far but a couple hours. I had my shit together, was fucking hotties and have upgraded one from plate to a bit more, I guess almost a relationship.

The potential move has set me back big time. I'm thinking about the "one" and keep wanting to contact her. I have not yet. What the fuck is wrong with me?!