Any serious suggestions for material/videos/authors/books/SOMETHING that I can honestly delve into and research regarding infidelity/side pussy/whatever, call it what you will. I know this is really random, but I honestly loved and still love Patrice O Neal, the man is a legend. Seen and heard everything he's made, and true to my heart he is the most well thought out, intelligent man I've ever heard, when it comes to women. Especially being happy in a relationship while also maintaining king status on the side. There just hasn't been anyone, really, saying the shit he was saying, although it was always the epitome of men he was talking about. What we were all thinking, and still do think about.

Lately, this world has really cucked itselt. I have a girlfriend, 6 years, and we're great together. Literally the cutest relationship you could make up in your head. We do everything together. We love each other, simply. Here's the back side of that, if you will. I've always been a pretty good looking dude (25), never had a single problem with women, so naturally I've always had a tendency towards women. It has lead to the occasional fight in my relationship, but nothing that even cracks the ice. I know how to keep 'em happy. Over these last few years though, I've really begun to feel alone. Very alone in all of this, watching more and more men quiet themselves, quiet the rational, "extreme" thoughts, becoming so married-like with the same ideas and persuasions. I'm honestly baffled. When did monogamy and thinking inside the box become a norm? I'm doing my best to not sound like a piece of shit here, but I'm honestly an okay guy. I care for others, help where I can. So why is it I can't find any communities/like minded people? Honestly, sometimes I feel like I'm in the same category as rapists and the likes, I feel it's THAT censored, and Patrice honestly is the last piece of that reality. Prove me wrong, please? Would love to have something to look forward to reading or watching maybe. Love you all. :)