Well i am still on my journey and this time around i am actually lifting and eating healthy 6 months ago i wouldnt eat so much fruit but now i am doing it.

Well i have to ask you guys how can you stop getting oneitis i thought i had it over control for like 1 year but this girl in my new class was basically very sweet not too pretty but like i genuinely enjoyed spending time with her because she was smart and thought i really didn't want to fuck her because idk she wasnt pretty i slowly got oneitis for her. Any idea on how to stop getting oneitis like i am legit doing more activitys now and maybe tomorrow there is a hotty i have a chance but i felt a bit sad when i asked her friend if she liked me and she said she sees you as a creep and well now it feels like square 1 its like maybe man should feel shame on their sexuality and its better to go mgtow than talking to girls its just hard to develop emotional independence. I think in the happy news i got a number from another girl and while she didn't respond i didnt feel angry or sad it was like well at least i tried still yh i needed to write this post to tell someone my emotional thoughts its hard to find people irl that do.