Hi I'm a 21 year old frenchman soon to be a college teacher, been introduced to trp 2 years ago and since then I pretty much tried it all (spinning plates, LTR with a HQ woman etc..) , I've been spinning plates and going out a lot (mostly bars) for the last 4 months, all was great until new year's eve ...

I was at my favorite bar with some friends really drunk and chatting up what seemed to be a lesbian couple and then one of my plates came in the bar and started chatting with us. After 2 hours of drunk talking, dancing and kissing with the not so lesbian girls, my plate and I got offered a foursome at their place... never had one and a big fantasy of mine but as soon as I heard it something striked me... I DIDN'T WANT TO.

I thought that something must've been off with me, why wasn't I interested in that ? Why instead of feeling excitement was I feeling... disgust ??? Yes I was feeling disgusted, is it crazy ? And this feeling was toward all the girls I knew.

Since then I decided to drop all my plates and went clubbing to fetch new ones thinking it will solve the problem, but I was surprised to see that my disgust turned into a feeling of being fed up, yes I was fed up witth girls , all the 4 clubbing nights went the same way : I wait for the first cute girl to approach me (I don't approach at clubs, I know I should but I don't) then w dance and kissr for a little while and then I'm fed up so I get her contact and move somewhere else and reject any other girl that may try to approach me that night.

So I'm just left wondering: What is this feeling ? Is it the call of the MGTOW ? I'm only 21 and my n count isn't even that high , isn't it early ? has anyone had a similar experience ? and more importantly, Will this feeling ever go away ?