So today I got back from band practice and had nothing to do. After about 2 minutes of boredom I start getting angry, this anger is only in my head and you wouldn't be able to tell by looking at me. Eventually I went to my bedroom and started reading the red pill while I was (laying) in bed. 34 minutes pass by and I say fuck this I'm doing something. So I went and lifted and feel as great as you'd expect. Now my question to you is this: How do I stop that 34 minutes of boredom from even happening? My old self would still be in bed watching cute animal videos and probably not lift until the next day, so I'm still proud of myself. Or does this window of laziness shrink and shrink as we continue through the RP? It's as though the moments which we do not partake in self-actualization that the bad thoughts and feelings enter our awareness.