I dunno how to phrase this correctly, but I'll try.

Basically, one of my (prioritized) issues/goals to achieve, is to get a GF and get laid, just for the sake of it, sort of like I'm trying to prove something to myself, I don't actually want a GF/relationship, I just want to prove to myself that I can get one, then I'll be ready to go full MGTOW.

Could someone explain or something?, anything?, ...help?