How do I stay on my purpose? My game has been and I’m ashamed to admit dancing monkey game. Validation seeking and heavy effort etc. like majority of men.

How do I carve out a direction for myself? How do I become a leader? How do I stick to long term goals? How do I stay on purpose? And don’t deviate for the lure of pussy? How do I make my purpose my life?

How do I find it? How do i find the magic dust? I’m impulsive af. I have ADHD. I’m NOT the most disciplined mofo. I can be reckless but I work hard. Even though I lack purpose. If anyone is further along this road then please tell me what happens when y find your mission. What’s it like. How do you motivate yourself to work? Is it automatic? Are you just like a machine? Does the direction come automatically after setting enough goals? What is it like? How does it work? Please elaborate. Thanks in advance! 😊