Well im in some dry times. Havent went into anything these past weeks, don't fap either. So i had this 1st date a couple of days back and for me it went horrible. I didnt enjoyed it at all, the girl seemed to have fun, a lot of laughing, some kino. Basically the convo's were there. From the outside it went smooth but sometimes i just shut down and could only think of going deep inside.

It was so annoying and at the end we went our separate ways, no kiss no nothing because it felt like my mind was at some other planet or something.

I blamed myself for all of that. I was absolutely dissapointed. Now i hit her up through text a few days later and she was down for a 2nd meeting so i guess i didnt mess up too much. I aso have an insane amount of erotic dreams lately which drives me even more nuts.

Now im wondering how to be focussed, because i know it has to do with all the testosterone that has been built up or at least i think thats the case.

Also she has a student room and want to hookup at her place. How do i escalate to that part.