I have realized that I live my life in a small bubble of my comfort zone. Fear dictates my life. I have tried to start Pick up/approaching at least 3 different times in my life, each time retreating back into my safe life after a couple weeks and/or to the girls of low value(No judgment, I just know they weren't the types of girls I really wanted in my life)

It is hard to tell why this time is different but I am making a commitment to myself to end this shit now. I want to stop being a pussy. I want higher quality women in my life I want to be social and I want to have a large group of positive people in my life.

Now on to the work..