've known this girl for a “long time”, lets call her “Mary”. We had never spoken, but we had friends in common. She used to go with her best friend, whom I wanted, to the same gym as me; I always saw both of them but only said hi” to her friend (not Mary).

Once, I talked to this girl (Mary’s friend) I replied to her storie and we were about to link: Me w/ Mary’s friend, and a friend of mine with Mary. They ended up playing hard to get and nothing happened.

Months later, Mary and her friend fought and now they aint friends no more. So, at a party, 3 weeks ago, I shot my shot and ended making out with Mary (not her friend whom I firstly wanted). Mary was in a relationship so she cheated on her mans w me.

2 weeks ago there was another party, Mary’s man was there and they talked and fixed stuff.

1 week ago, I maked out with mary again, but now making myself “hard to get”, like i would swerve her kissed and stuff and being mean (joking of course) but not just making out like first time.

Finally, this weekend we makes out again at a new party. My friend even gave her a ride home so we came back from the party together on the car and shi. However i feel like im making it boring, like not making correct usage of the emotional rollercoaster, if you guys now what i mean. On the first kiss i went straight to it, then on the second time i did something that i then repeated this weekend like maybe someone would understand how i feel lmao.