Because of the twists and turns of fate I’m in an estranged city (Rome) but originally from Canada Over here I’m kinda seeing somebody but at the same time I’m craving to start the game again Thing is I feel completely estranged from this city and from these people Lots of 8s and 9s that I want to approach but I have approach anxiety bordering on insanity And the more I think about it the worse it gets Physically I got fat even tho I go to the gym twice a week

Also seeing as I live with my dad I pretty much just wear basic timberland shit and I’m as vanilla as it gets

What do I do? I’ve become basically an introvert cause outside of friendships and this girl I’m seeing I got NOTHING going on

The rules of the game by Neil is such a huge part of my life and I feel like I’m borderline betraying it