in the past month and a half i've met three different girls i potentially wanted to date. i hooked up with two of them. the last two drifted off and we stopped talking, which really sucked both times.

last night i got drinks with a gorgeous girl that i had just about everything in common with. it went really well. at the end of the night, i walked her to her car, we made out, and i told her to text me when she got home safe.

she did, and said she had fun. we texted briefly this morning, the conversation completely died and here i am yet again feeling like ass. i literally never go on dates where i have so much in common with the girl, and she's genuinely curious to learn more about me. i really wanted to make something happen this time that's more meaningful than just casual sex.

from mid september until now i've had a lot of fun casually dating around. i'm over it. i don't want to be single anymore, and i'm kind of tired of going on dates. i'm wondering if i just give up and let go, and work on myself for the time being. getting crushed like this consistenly just sucks and i'm not getting to where i want to go