I f-closed a girl in 3 hours to lose my virginity last week. The girl was so sexy and stayed with me whenever she could (she was in town on vaca).

Now i don't want to bitch, especially here, but i fucking miss her already even though it was a self-gratifying hookup. She took a plane back to her home across the country. How do i stop thinking about her? She was my first at 20 and she was awesome.