Guys, today i had 2 clear chance to cold approach but i couldnt approach. In the first one i was just finished my meal and checking my mails at a fast food restaurant and 2 girls came and sit the table next to mine. One was overweight, the other was average looking and i had an eye contact with the second. She looked me in a way that i couldnt understand that she wants to fuck me or kill me. So i scared and couldnt say anything and kept looking at my phone. I thought i should say hello at beginning and if say something after that it is gonna be so awkward. So i just walk out without saying any word. At the second i saw 2 girls at a park looking for an avaible table to sit and started to walk to them. However, while the distance between me and the girls was decreasing my heart rate was soaring up. I was definately knowing what to say and how to play but i was fucking scared as hell. I waited 2-3 minutes to get rid of that feeling and i started walking again but this time girls started to walk out and i thought chasing them would be fking creepy, so i wasted this chance too. I am currently living in a little town and there are not so many avaible girls like these. Most of the girls hanging out with their family. These were my first two attempts but i just couldnt say a goddamn thing. I feel bad now but i think i learned that there is no bigger guilt than doing nothing. So, am i so coward to do this thing or is it normal for a beginner?