Hi all

I didn't have a gf (or anything with a girl) in 3 years. i started getting my shit together, getting my tinder game up etc.

now, i got a date this friday. we snapped a bit back and forth, and it escalated quite quickly. she basically told me she'll fuck my brains out (i'm okay with that). my problem; i get so fucking nervous about being with a girl.

so like 2 weeks ago i got my first date since 3 years. she was like a 5, but a good "start". she didnt want to have sex (told me that beforehand) because she got raped some time ago. i was okay with that (i'm a virgin still...). so we were in my bed, making out quiet heavily, when she asked if i wanted to have sex. i got so fucking nervous, and declined (she later thanked me for that though, cause she said she wouldn't have enjoyed it...)

so just the thought of the chick this weekend who comes to me to bang gets me fucking nervous (like "i'm gonna throw up" nervous. i'm like that...) how the fuck do i get rid of this?!