Hi everyone,

I keep really making it hard for myself to pick up or get a girl.

I went out last night and talked to a few, I can talk to them but never get further then that. I always to forget to get their phone number. I am muscly now since I lost all my weight and have built muscle. I feel stupid that I can't go further then talking to them. I know confidence is key and I have gotten better but never can go further then a chat. I end up getting drunk, smoking bumming cigarettes and talking to coupes or blokes... so I think the pub is off limits for me. I wish I could just find someone. I'm pretty sure people around town are confused on why I am never seen with a girl. This covid thing is not making it any easier. I really want to meet someone but can't for some reason. I don't know what to do..