TLDR: Girl was in my bed and we were cuddling, kissing for a bit, but I didn't take it any further because anxious.

A little bit about myself, I'm a DJ (not popular at all), above average looks, outgoing, can handle social interactions pretty well. I have a good bodycount, but all these girls were someone I got to knew for a bit at least. Social circles, job, etc., I never had skills for a one-night stand (and never had one) kinda get shy with women I've just met.

I went to a night club and there was a girl (let's call her Anna) who was dancing near me on the dancefloor for a long time. We didn't interact anyhow, later, as I was leaving the night club, I see that girl leaving with her female friend (Vicky) and a guy. I catch up to them, say hi, we meet, crack some jokes, I ask Ann - didn't you see me in front of you dancing for like half an hour in front of the DJ there? She says no, I'm like - oh, unbelievable, you must be really tipsy. We laugh it off, I invite them to an afterparty at my place (it's a 10 min walk from the night club).

They are like - heck yeaaah let's do this because we've been searching for a place to continue partying. Really good vibes, we start walking to my home, me and Vicky start talking, I can feel she's really into me as she looks me in the eyes almost the whole time as we walk. We get some beer from the store nearby, arrive to my place, I start playing a set on my controller, me, Vicky and the guy start dancing, while Ann almost instantly fell asleep on the couch. It was going really good, Vicky is near me almost all the time, I think everybody in the room could feel that me and her are having a spark, we drink a bit more. Ann leaves and in a while the guy leaves as well, Vicky asks me if she can stay at my place to sleep, I'm like yeah, sure, be my guest. This is where I start to get stupidly excited and nervous. I mean, I'd rate Vicky 6.5-7, the same I'd rate myself, but I have had some bad thoughts in my head for a few months (last couple weeks are getting better), also have dry spell for that time, I don't know, what hit me, but I just didn't do anything right since then.

We go to sleep, she lies on the couch near my bed, I lie on my bed. Vicky asks me to lie down with her because she likes to cuddle to fall asleep. Now we are cuddling, I'm not touching her that much, it's mostly her body that's on mine, talk for a bit, I suggest we move to the more comfortable bed, we lie down on the bed and I'm spooning her, I'm hard and her ass is almost touching it, so what do I do? I just run my fingers through her body, she likes it, I can feel her body responding to my touch like a kitty cat, sometimes she takes my hands off her more private parts but in a gentle way, you know, like girls playing hard to get, but it didn't feel like she's against it at all. I get even more nervous, my heart starts to race, Vicky can feel it, then she turns so she faces me, I kiss her, she kisses me back, that goes on for a few seconds, but it's not a deep kiss, no idea but I stopped kissing her and continued just gently touching her. A few minutes pass, she says: "you're tickling me", I stop running my fingers through her body and just hug there, then we just fall asleep. Guess I didn't feel the foreplay being reprociated enough, but what we had there was enough for me to just give her all my lust and take her.

In the morning we wake up, talk for a bit, says she's going to meet with her female friend at a country house this evening and that I should come. My response - yeah, I'll probably come, cool. Vicky starts leaving in a hurry, asks if we have each other on Instagram - yes. I message her there a few hours later "what's up", it's been 2 days and I'm still on "Sent", even though she's active there and posting stories. Will I see her again? Maybe, maybe not, and I'd get it if we won't.

Running this situation through my head and the voice in me tries to blame me for being so passive. What I got, though, is an invaluable lesson.

Just go for it. If a girl is with you in a private setting and you know she likes you, just go for it, kiss her deep and long, touch her booty, lick her body, make her feel sexy and wanted. This shouldn't go wrong, and if she's not in the mood she will let you know. Just kiss her like in French movies and keep at it, enjoy the process, things will go off naturally then. Don't be like me, thinking what could and could not have happened. You shoot your shot and that's about it, better to do that than keep overthinking later. Tell her what you feel, that being near her makes you feel so good and that it's the time of your life.

She left some accessories at my place, maybe I'll get a chance to do things right the second time ;) Not counting on it though as I know that attraction can be very short-lived (and she could have been really drunk).

Now I will be better prepared for hotties I meet in the future.

Peace!