I started gaming just 4-5 months ago, learned a lot, got some ass, made new friends. It's a journey enjoyed a lot, tons of adventure ahead, and I'm really looking forward for it.

There is one sticking point I cannot really understand. Every evening sometime before going out my inner voice would tell me "say in, just stretch on the couch, read a book, watch a video, don't go out". And I'm really feeling like staying in. Most of the time I just ignore it, force myself to make a few steps towards the door, then just head into the night. And pretty much every single time the night goes awesome. Even though I don't pull nearly as often as I'd want to, but I do enjoy the good time chatting with girls, hanging out with friends, dancing in the club, etc. Even getting rejected is not an issue anymore - just go talk to a hotter girl a few steps away.

I'm a bit puzzled because I have so many reference points of having great time after forcing myself out the door, but still I'm feeling like staying in pretty much every night.

Do you guys feel the same sometimes? What's the cause of this? How can I turn anxiety into anticipation and excitement of the fun times that ensues.