I began reading the material, mainly because I was sick and tired of being introverted and hating high school. In the past 2 weeks, I took up lifting again, I try to talk to a lot more people, and I'm starting to feel confident now.

Turning point:Last week, there was a HB8 sitting in the library, alone. I saw her, but left. After I came back, I said fuck it and I'll sit by her. I sat by her, we smiled. I printed something and left. I nearly punched myself in the gut and regretted it, because I easily could of asked her for help on how to print, or said anything to spark up a conversation. Ever since that blown moment that I still regret, I began talking to a lot more people. In a class that I never said a word to anyone before, I spoke to nearly 1/2 the people today. I'm starting to be happier with life now, and I'm slowly losing my approach anxiety.

I even managed to set up a friendly date with a girl-friend of mine, nothing serious. I'll practice my kino and trying to be more fun to talk to, since thats my next step at improving my inner game.

Thank you seddit, for making me want to be the Alpha male. I'm clearing up my posture, sticking my chest out, holding my head up, and walking with confidence. At this rate, college will be the fucking bomb!

One question though- Are there are any things that i can do to practice becoming more quick and responsive/creative on the spot with conversations? I understand that this will come with more that I talk to people, but I was wondering if there are any exercises that i can do while being alone to practice creativity? Thank you!

TL;DR-I'm starting to feel different, slowly getting confidence, becoming a fucking Alpha male thanks to you guys! Question about exercises about creativity^^

Also:Rate my texting game, sure it can have improvements, but I tried. My friend would respond within 10 minutes, and I'd usually text 10-15 minutes after I'd get a text

Her:Hey kiddo

Me:Whats up?

Her:Bored as fackkkkk.You?

Me:Running errands. Do your homework

Her:If you say so,dadd.

Me:Hah you're such a dork. That attitude won't fly saturday though

Her:Hahaha but I have a winning attitude :)

Me:I've never seen you win anything. You lose arguments with little kids. (We have a parenting class together). Its alright, I'm the true winner here

Her:All I do is win!Bahahahahahaha&I wouldn't say winning. I think cocky is a better fit.

Me:You have a cocky attitude?HA!

Her:Nonono you're viewing this the wrong way mr.

Me:I'm looking at this the right way, you're crazy!And cocky

Her: Hahahah If you say so! But we all know I could pull off that lion costume better than you!

Me:Yeah,you've got the lion hair for it :)

Her:And I pull off the orangee look really well!

Now that I typed this up,I should've shut the fuck up a lot quicker, but I left her hanging. Still improving, criticism is appreciated.

Thanks SEDDIT! <3