So I´m not only trying to receive some advice and the ´I know how you feel´ thing, but also to express what my feelings and insecurities are as I´m practically unable to express it with family or friends simply because I feel kind of ashamed of it. I have constant fear of meeting new people (not only women) due to social anxiety, prejudices, etc. I feel that everyone in my social circle (friends and peers) manage to do this well, they chat with girls, seem to have a great time at parties, make out with a lot of women, etc. Had already tried reading books, watched youtube, videos, been trying to develop a better me but I just can´t change my mindset. I´m afraid of approaching, talking to people at parties, my social skills suck and it is driving me crazy. I lack confidence despite I know I could achieve things if i was fearless, but I just can´t help changing the way I am, and I hate it. Would appreciate any advice. PS: English is not my main language so sorry if sth is not clear enough.