Before I start I just wanna say english is not my main language so apologies for the grammar mistakes.

So there's this girl who I've been obsessed with for years (yes oneitis ik) but we don't know each other. We aren't friends and haven't ever spoke. We kinda know each others friends though.

Anyway I'm not usually the guy who believes in "signs" that life sends you indicating you to do something or some thing like that.

But every time she posts in facebook I pretty much relate to what she posts. I mean I know it's pretty common to relate to things other people also like and so. But I don't know what is it with her that whenever I see her posts and the things she shares I start thinking that we are meant to be together.

I've never been on a relationship before, I'm 23. I've flirted with girls before and made out but I'm a virgin. She's been on some relationships but right now I'm pretty sure she's single

For example today Sunday she just shared something like "POST THIS IF YOU AREN'T ANYBODY'S CRUSH"

And I'm like...YOU ARE MY FKING CRUSH GOD DAMMIT

But one of my worries that don't let me make my approach are that I have many insecurities about myself. About my body, I don't go to the gym although I've always wanted. But for that I need to spend on food and I just can't spend on that that much right now. I don't think I'm that good looking. I don't have a personal car and never have time to use the only one my family has. Money is a big problem right now in my family and I just get like $100 dollars a month to use it on anything I want and I don't usually ask my mom for more after that. She actually sometimes ask me if she can borrow some of the money she gives me (shes widow and the economy right now in my country is really bad)

Anyway sorry to take too long on this but right now I feel at the point to just share my thoughts and see if anyone can help me out and give me advice. I don't usually talk about this even with my closest friends.

I just feel like im not good enough for her. But I feel like I've been given too many of these signs and maybe they are just trying to tell me to approach no matter what.

Before you tell me to get a job to fix the money problem. I've done internships in the past but right now thanks to that I've delayed my studies too much and my mom is not even the one paying for my studies (an uncle offered to do so) And also the classes schedule makes it hard to get a job and like I said so don't wanna keep delaying my studies cause I don't wanna make my uncle pay forever ykwym...

Anyway that's it...