Yesterday I was at a party with my friends but I was de designated drive for the night, so I didn’t drink anything... I’m usually quite good at talking/flirting but I found out that completely sober I wasn’t able to communicate well with guys nor respond to their flirt like I’m use too... or maybe I was also a little self conscious because I’m the least good looking among my friends, and I couldn’t stop overthinking that, and asking myself if guys were only talking to me to get with my friends or something like that...

Overall it was a weird night, because I never knew my self esteem was so low before I had this completely sober social experiment...