So today I figured one thing from the field: "Dont be outcome dependent".

I have heard/listened to this over and over from RSD.

However nothing can anchor this better in-field experience. So a litlle epiphany is "go out!" I have been going out 4-5 times a week in the past 3 week's and the point is you can know all the theory and witty responses in the world but nothing compares to hand on experience.

So here is my FR, I was pre-drinking with two of my recently made, male friends from the field. They are high quality guys and know a lot of girls on campus. So here we are 3 guys drinking and of my friends, best female friend, Russian fitness model HB8 joins us. At this point I am some-what drunk and I don't remember how our interaction started but I am quite sure I just went right up to her and introduced my-self. Nevertheless a few minutes in she's qualifying e.g. showing me pictures of her fitness modelling and showing off about her job, car and home (which is quite impressive for a 23 yr old student).

Nevertheless we leave my friends place on campus and head to the club on campus where I arranged to meet with some girl-friends I made in the field.

A litlle side-track the club was quite cold because there was another event on campus that night that had a live band however I was not in the mood for live greek music even though Cypriot women are tanned goddess.

So me and my 2 male friends are in the club with HB8 and about 8 female friends of mine. Straight away I just enter state and start having fun with the girls dancing and taking pictures (massively DHV'ing). I introduce my male friends to the hottest of my girl-friends (HB7 and HB9).

At this point I totally forget about HB8 fitness model however I go to the smoking area and there she is. I smile and she says "you guys dumped me and went to get other girls and I was left there looking akward".

SIDENOTE: Some of the more inexperienced guys are wondering what I said, that does not matter its all down to your vibe and attitude.

So next I ask for her phone and I just put my number in her phone and and save the contact as 'Jesus awesome guy', she giggles over that and we head back in the club.

In the club we dance and take pictures. And then she throws me shit tests e.g. "I have so many hot guys calling me" and she then proceeds to show me a picture of a quite handsome guy. I didnt react just plowed through. Next thing she says is "there are no good guys in club, I think you are the only one" very soon after that me and my friends decide to bounce. My friend that I introduced to HB9 went to get 'busy' at the girls place so we took his key as he lived on campus.

So we in a room with 2 girls and 2 guys. Everything is awesome and its on for both of us. Both getting make-outs and having fun. However the problem is we kept on drinking there was almost 700ml of vodka in thr room and I drank about 400ml of it.

So now im on a office chair with fitness model on my lap and I was so drunk I fall off it with her and her her leg (shit happens, fuck it) then we she sits on my lap again and we fall off again, this was the deal breaker for her and it was no longer on.

We all leave our separate ways.

Day 2:

She texts me as I didnt have her number. I go ahead to neg and tease and she qualifies even more.

We had different plans for the evening so she went to a club and I went to a house party however at 3:30am she calls me and asks for the adress of the party. She shows up and she is unbelievably cold, calls me too drunk (while all I had was a bottle of Champagne therefore much more sober than the previous night where I had over 1litre of vodka). I try to be fun and energetic but she is having none of it, full on rejection. I am taken aback and just give her space and go mingle with the friends I made that night. A litlle later I ask her if I can have a word with her and again rejection. All I wanted to ask for was a ride home as at this point I gave up. She says yes and we dont talk for 20 minutes, point at which I ask her to leave but she responds by saying that she will stay till the end. So, as I got acquainted well with the host I ask her to turn the music off for a litlle while. Finally she gets up and prepares to leave point at which I ask for that ride and she says "You don't deserve'it" and just walks out to her car.

So im more pissed off, I grab my jacket and start walking home. A couple of metres down the road she pulls up next to me and opens the door. The drive is absolute quiet as I was annoyed with her coldness. She drops me off home and that's it.

The point is I had fun and felt awesome when I had positive results and felt annoyed and down when greeted with rejection.

The point is always have a good time regardless of the outcome.

TL; DR: If your closing or not be without expectations and you will grow.

SIDENOTE: Firts FR and awfull at writing.