Okay so a break down: let’s call this girl S.

So I arrived after her at the mall and S was downstairs with her fiends. I went downstairs and met her fiends and her. Her friends went to the cinema and we went to a restaurant to eat. (Her friends like me a lot)

At the restaurant she was really shy, I’m not shy at this part of the date so I took lead in conversation and we got to know each other very well. She was giving me tons of Signs she wants to kiss me. (Like I took her purse and went through it and took out gum, there was only one left and I asked her to give me one. She said she needs it for later. I asked what did she think was happening tonight with a smirk, she winked back) I was really nervous at this ( I’m not nervous to meet a girl or for the actual date. The kiss scares me) and procrastinated the eating.

We finished up and split the bill then after some indecisiveness on my side we decided to go to a restricted abandoned area on the roof of the mall. When we were there we spoke and just pictures on her phone.

After some photos we both stopped and I stared at her. We locked eye contact and I leaned in. She turned her head at first,but then leaned in. The first kiss I basically kissed her tooth lol, then I grabbed her face and leaned in again, it was better,but her hair got in the way.

After the kiss we spoke a little then I stood up and grabbed her hand and we started slow dancing and just speaking. She wanted to make out,but I did not so I didn’t.

We left to fetch her fiends and she went her way and I went my way.

  • Positives: I went for the kiss and danced with her (I can’t dance at all)

  • Things to work on: I could’ve gone for the kiss earlier (basically don’t be a pussy) and secondly stop being so indecisive and just do what I want to do.