I went to a bar/club place yesterday with a couple of friends. One of these friends was a over 2 years girl friend of mine, who is one of my best friends, although we really don't have much contact.I've had a crush on her some time after i first met her, but it was quick. Anyway she's a solid tall HB8.5. But we'll get to her later

Shit this is gonna be long

I was pretty pumped to go there since i've been wanting to go out the whole week. So on saturday i took a nice cold shower and i was extremely determinated to meet some girls that night.

Upon getting there i started looking around for girls my age. I'm 16 (yes i go to clubs, yes ive got a fake id) so sometimes its kinda hard finding girl. So I've seen this group of girls and they're mostly hot(HB6-HB8)and i get interested. So i just keep giving eye contacts to them, and they really didnt reciprocate. So a friend of mine met a friend of his,who by chance knew the girls. We became friends and pretty soon the girls were with us. So i started exchangin a few words with them and getting to know them,kinoing (high fives are great) and I tried acting pretty low invested around them. So they went for a smoke and i decided to join them (they were around 4-5 girls cant remember)(yes people my age do smoke, although not my case normally) so I chatted a little with them outside (one of them was a bi!16 and bi!Amazing!)So there was this girl HB7.5 although she wasn't really fit, who didn't smoke, so I identified myself a little more with her.Don't go after girls you don't like or do stuff you don't like. We were sitting on the curb and she on a stool. I moved myself close to her and just chatted up a little more. After some time, there was only me, the girl, and a friend of her.After some more time, her friend needed to pee. She asked the girl to come and she hesitated a bit, so i took her hand a said let's go, just like a baws, didn't look back as i expected her to reciprocate. So i took her upstairs, and put her against the wall, after some little talk I just went for it. REMEMBER: assume atraction. She turned her face, and she was being kinda reluctant, might have been LMR. She was giving me some IOI,like she was still holding my hand,and still being receptive, so i just felt the moment and thats why i went for it.She said, she doesn't make out with guys on clubs. Bullshit. Mos def LMR. Took her downstairs to dance a little,leading her by the hand again, and i got a drink. I asked if she wanted some she said yes, and since the glass was already kinda close to her i poured it by myself on her mouth, which she was very cool about, probbably another IOI.I can't remember straight but i think we danced some. I remember that at this moment, she stopped a little to talk to her friend, our hands kinda got loose, and she didn't let go, in fact we mutually interlaced our fingers at that moment. Another IOI. I took her to the wall and tried kissing her again and she didn' t want. So she said she was going to find a friend of her and get back. I really wasn't expecting her to come back so i acted cool and pretty soon my friends were there and i moved. She might have comed back but fuck it. When I occasionally met her girlfriends, they kept saying she wanted to make out with me, i just asked where she was, but i didnt go after her. When i finally came back to her i said " you took a long time to come back" and she said " yeah blah blah" and left me.I should have gone after her, but I was done with this girl.

So i went to enjoy my friends company and the HB8.5 friend was being kiinda flirty with me, like taking picture really close, touching, but so far thats what friends do. After I had my fourth drink i was at bar next to her with her and 3 more friends. We were chatting, having a good time, and me and her started touching more.And more. And more. And next thing i know her face is glued to mine, her arms around me. Dont ask me how that happened caause i have no idea. I think we took a picture and we continued in the position. I didnt have any intentions with this girl since she has already made out wih one of my best male friends.So I was hugging her and at this moment our faces were still turned to our friends. After about 5 min of this, and some fondling from both of us in the back ( really the back, the thing between your head and your butt) i turned to her and say "the weird would be if this didn't happen" and i went for the kiss and she said in a sly way " no no no". Hopefully some LMR too because her best friend was there right in front of us with other friends,and she had already made out that night. So we kust kept hugging and next thing i know she is crying.We were holding super tight and she kept saying she reaaaaly like me. We stood like this for of what i think was 10 min (probably was 30 min) and i swear to god i completely forgot the outer world. It was a beautiful moment. Completely forgot the other girl( which i hope was watching this follow). And she had to leave. We hugged goodbye and after she left i texted her saying I felt like an idiot for going for the kiss with her (totally afc but shit i was drunk) and that that was one of the "moments of my life". Don't ask.She said she didn't know what to say that she was caught by surprise and that she really really liked me. She asked if I was fine, and i said yes. She told me not to be said and that she needed to think things over. End of the night

So what to get out of it?

-Be vulnerable. That means don't be afraid of being bold. Grab her hand, hold that eye contact whatever

-Be low invested. Dont treat the girl like she's your last chance of getting laid. Don't be needy! Act like she's just one more on your phone list

-Don't change your way of life for a girl. Being honest is gold. Honest about you feelings, about what you like in a girl

And last -Dont be afraid of getting rejected. Fuck it I'd even say rejections are great.She was my second rejection in two weeks, yet i was happy. For trying, for being vulnerable, for being low invested enough to not give a shit if i'd suceed or not

LONG LIVE MODELS. Srsly it was the kick that i needed to expell the AFC out of me and start real game.And i'm on page 100. Stil a looooong way left on my recover though

PEACE!