Yo dudes,

I am sitting in my school after the best victory breakfast I've ever eaten, forcing myself to write on 3hrs sleep.

My night was awesome.

So I go to my friend's new apartment to meet up - He recently moved into a new place with new roommates, and one asks to come along. We warn him we're fucking insane, which he takes as cocky-bs (understandably). Our other buddy comes with us (group of 4) and we head out to a bar/club in Fenway. I've been distancing myself from beast-mode and rapid escalation and moving toward a more natural fun/cool style and arousal dynamics (THANK YOU ALEX (RSD)!). More on this in a bit.

Head in, and Andross and I pop a 2set, shoot shit & vibe, then peace. A few more of these warm-ups (yet, not the blowouts I'm used to with the rapid escalation), and then a good hook with this girl Lauren. We talk shit and I tell her she needs to buy me a beer, as is the custom of our country. No dice, but good banter. I leave her to let the night arouse her more and move on. One girl opens up, and as she tries to tell me her name in my ear, I kiss her. (Damn beast-mode, you supposed to be dead!) I get out of there because I have undoubtedly freaked her out. This is lolzy.

Pop this girl Becky I have picked up before (bj no frito-lay) and it goes real well, she's escalating on me and I reciprocate but just keep it fun and friendly. I know she's a time-waster but I'm warming up real nice so it's kewl. I show her my pic of my dolphin mouthrape, lol for a bit, then I fuck off. Diddle around until the dance floor opens up, and walk in. Within minutes, it's more packed than I have ever seen it be, and we proceed to do work. I'm dancing, but I'm not in that firery beast-mode insanity so I am forced to be a "normal" person and build my own momentum instead of a reaction-seeker using beasting as a technique. See a cute blonde, pop her open and realize its a girl Sara that I met/pulled/fucked a few weeks ago. She's awesome, we makeout, and move on.

With all these girls, I know I am arousing them - the night is long, and will do a great deal of the arousal for me. My job is therefore to allow these girls to become comfortable with me, not just blithely beast on them for my own ego gratification.

Night goes on, pop few more girls. Noticing my 'kino' is lacking, so I step it up and calibrate. Perfect balance. Head back out to the bar area and see my friend Ryan from a few years ago. He would throw these parties over in Mission Hill that I would sarge when I first got into game. We were real cool, so this was a very exciting meeting. We shoot shit, and he introduces me to his roommates Andrew and Amanda - who is a fucking dime (by my standard). Diddle, light banter, back into club.

See a girl I met on a beast-rampage, she's into it hard and shocked I'm not an aggressive shithead anymore. This is kewl, but I'm not really into her (too fucking entitled) and go back into the dancefloor. Dance with Becky, makeout, peace. Same with Sara again, while I introduce Andross to her roommate, who proceeds to makeout with her real quickly. We awesome.

Head back out and talk to Ryan, Amanda, Andrew. We're all getting along real well and shooting shit. Amanda tries to command me to buy a beer. I tell her to buy me a beer. She flips this. I hold. She buys me a beer. Win. She's getting hit on at the bar, I pull RAS back and off her, shoot shit with Ryan and Andrew. She hands me the beer, I take it, shoot shit and fuck off :)

Back in, pull Becky off some dude and chit chat. Finish my beer, tell her to buy me one. Lead her through the crowd, and she buys me a beer. She says, "Shouldn't you be buying me a beer?" again, "This is the custom of our land, you buy the man a beer." (After all, I'm way fucking kewl). Pull her again through the crowd, spillin beer on mad hoes&chodes, and to a table. Makeouts, pull to dancefloor, go for extraction. She says no, as is her custom. I don't really care, figure it's early and the night will do a lot of work for me. I fuck off.

Head outside, shoot shit with Swiss girl and Bulgarian girl. They cute and into it, we tawk and I fuck off after a while. Back inside at the front and Ryan, Andrew, and Amanda are there. I tell them I'm bouncing to a different bar, and they should come. Amanda is eyeing me down, we makeout, and I tell her to grab her coat. Go outside, check phone and have 3 messages that read "PULL ME" from them girls befo', but I'm trying to get that dime piece. Grab a cab, head to bar.

Once there, Ryan pees in an alley and gets fucked by a bike-cop. Andrew leaves with him and they go to The Mission. Take Amanda into my closer bar, lead her through. Massive social proof, we rockin' and rollin this shit. Head in, dance, meet my friends (need dat validation bro?), and then she gives me a real cute test.

Her

  • "I want a beer"

Me

  • "Cool."

  • "You owe me one."

  • "Yeah that's not happening."

  • "Why, what are you broke?"

  • "No, I just don't buy bitches drinks."

  • "You're buying me a beer."

  • "No, I'm not."

  • "Why? I bought you one."

  • "It's manipulative, I don't do that shit."

We stare down, she looks for flinching. There isn't any. I walk with her to the bar and get the bartenders attention (easy when you've hooked up with her once or twice). As she's getting a beer I tell her I need to take care of something and I'll brb.

Head to the other room, lol with Andross and piss.

Come back in, and this beautiful Angelina Jolie/Megan Fox mashup girl is now holding two beers.

Me - "Oh shit, you got that Angelina look right now."

Her - "Drink your beer, I'm leaving in 10 minutes. You can come with me or you can stay here."

Me - "You know I'm coming with you."

This girl loves to be the dominant one, but there is no way in fuck she's winning this war. I tell her to hurry up and do the final push-chug. Pull her through and bounce down the street. We hail a cab eventually and meet up with Ryan and Andrew at The Mission. Doors are closed, I tell them "Our friends are inside, it's cool.", and we get in.

Inside she tries to buy me a third beer, which I don't want and tell her no. I shoot shit with Andrew/Ryan for a while, move around and talk to some people as she relentlessly flirts with a bunch of dudes to try and get me jealous. This doesn't work because I'm not a fucking idiot and have that RAS calibrated. I literally pull it back and it's like I can't see her. This drives her nuts as she constantly looks over her shoulder at me to find I'm not registering any threat or emotionally reacting to her behavior. Bar closes, same shit outside. Finally yell "AY. Time to go.", pull her by the arm and walk her back home with Ryan/Andrew. We get up the stairs, inside, she goes and cleans her room for a few minutes before I go in while the guys and I talk about Eckhart Tolle and Alan Watts. Head into her room.

Massive insanity ensures. She's resistant, real aggressive, and real dominant. You can tell she's had years of being the hard aggressor in the bedroom, but I'm a champ and deal. Lick it. Touch it. Try and get her to suck it. No dice.

Clothes off pose off, she gets ontop of me and tries to hold my arms down. Homie don't play that, and I trap her arms and hold her to me. She moans harrrrd. I grind on her like highschool, play with her some more. She gets back on top and tries to choke me (ACTUALLY A LOT OF TIMES.). Same shit. She goes to pee, comes back with strawberries.

We eat a few, she feeds me one. Tries to stuff one in my mouth, I tell her "Get that shit out my face dawg.". She lols. We roll around. She's fucking gorgeous and I tell her so. More rough stuff. She bites a few too many times. Slaps me. Personal boundary, I tell her I'll walk. (I will too, this isn't bullshit and as far as I'm concerned this was already a mega-success).

She's testing my shit and wants to know if I'm for real. I pass, finger her, get ontop and fuck the shit out of her. Flip her over, yadda yadda yadda bust mad nuts broz.

We pillow talk for a while and get into eachother. I tell her about self-actualization, Eckharte Tolle, ect. She tells me about her life and how I'm fantastic. Granted this is validating because she's so beautiful, but it didn't really do anything for me. I didn't feel better about myself or anything, but it was nice.

We make out for a while, and then really make some sweet fuckin' love. I mean good, holding her to my chest kind of sex. Good shit.

Fall asleep, phone alarm wakes me up and I bounce to school for victory breakfast.

So that was my night. Hottest girl I've yet been with, and honestly felt like I did deserve her. This is new for me, and I chalk it up to myself and the past few days of self-acceptance and self-love.

Love,

-HC