So, this is pretty much just a rant. I've been seething about this for a few days, and needed to write it down.

A few days ago, I was hanging out with this HB9 that I've been into for a while. We've hung out a few times, but nothings happened yet. Anyway, we traded massages, and she draped her arms over my shoulders and left them there. She did this once or twice more, and I rubbed her arms and played with her hands and did nothing. FUCK.

I folded a royal flush. God Fucking Dammit.

For some inexplicable reason, she still wants to see me again. At this point, is there any way I'm anywhere other than the friendzone? This is a big fucking problem. How do I fix it?