Tonight I went out with the intention of sarging solo and failed miserably. So now I'm sitting here in front of my computer feeling bittersweet about the whole thing. Might as well type up an FR about it.

I did several things tonight that made me happy however. I did talk to people. Chatting with a guy while I was signing a petition to fund education here in my state it came up that I was going out alone. When I was all done he told me that I had inspired him to go out by himself.

Talked with a couple people about odds and ends on the street.

Where I fucked up was going to eat, and cruising the street. Next time, it's straight to the bar. I got AMOG'd by a random guy at the table. He told me he liked my costume. Unlike the last few times that dudes have AMOGd me (for some reason it's been happening to me all day) I immediately knew what it was. I told him that I got it at the same thrift store where he bought his shirt. Minor success.

I'm in the pain zone, at this point in my learning experience. Going out solo is rough. But I'm determined to make it a part of my skillset