Hey Seddit, I got my field report number two here for ya. I kinda need some advice here because I’m having major problems sarging and walking into a social circle.

If you’ve been following my previous posts, I found a social circle!! A bunch of individuals who are what I aspire to be, including the party animal bit. Basically I spoke to some guy at the end of my college Philosophy course and asked a completely random question about a chick who was sitting across from the room. I caught him in the recreational area, where they have gitoni table. We started gaming on it and I played for a good two and a half hours, cycling between various teams and friends of his. The dude definitely has connections all over the place and the social circle he’s involved with are mostly from the same program he’sin, which is Police Foundations.

So things went well with the gameplay but not with the socializing. I couldn’t keep up with what was going on and constantly went in and out with moments of self-doubt. These guys, although real slick and everything, really didn’t have very much in common with me. They talked about cars, girls, finances, vacations, and even slang that I wasn’t familiar with(major DLV here).

So I kinda lost it and didn’t make an entire fool of myself but have off a bad impression. Back when it was just three of us, including me, there was little talking being passed around and I tried to open then a bit but it didn’t go very far. When it was a group, I only made some subtle comments on playing Gitz, although I did make sure to give a lot of myself away with my aggressive playstyle.

I didn’t get any of their names or numbers, either. Which is kinda sad, because yesterday I number closed a chick over Facebook who claims to have a boy. I haven’t practiced any actual PUA material outside of these small college sessions either, but I feel like they’re coming in conflict with my own personality and it’s causing the same depression I suffered from before.

So that’s the field report, Seddit. Tell me what you think and give me some advice please. I really need some. :l