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I've been reading seduction for almost TWO years now and i have still have not reach that 'true confidence' that is always being mentioned on here. But i do keep improving. I am now able to hold strong eye contact and i am pretty good at escalation. Due to the nature of my work, i hardly get to put what i learnt to use except on certain days when i go out. Results from those days were pretty bland really except for tonight. I made full use of what i learnt and applied it when it matters.

Me and my beta mate is currently on a holiday and we go clubbing every night. Yes almost every single night. Today is our 3rd night and it is my best night so far since the day i embraced the world of seduction. Nothing much happened on the first night but yesterday (2nd night), me and the beta mate challenged each other to see who can F#Close a chick. I am up for it of course. The whole night was really about me sitting on the club couch watching other people dance and having fun while i sip my cola. My confidence then was pretty low and i didnt even rock a muscle. I felt shitty all night and what made me gone super low was when my beta mate succeeded in getting a chick back to his hotel room. He is a non PUA but after a few alcohol, he managed to get a chick! I kept thinking to myself, how shitty i was feeling and i hated myself. I am fat and i always felt that before i can take any actions from what i learnt on here, i need to shape up and make myself physically attractive. My brain use this as an excuse for the lack of my self confidence. I went back to my hotel, alone, and wrecked myself to sleep.

I always think to myself that i am the GREATEST PUA and hoping that i can brainwash myself with that thought. I refused to accept that being fat will not make me a master seducer. Yes, i am working out but my diet still need a fix. I thought of a plan for the 3rd night, read my last minute rites on /r/seduction, got dressed up and off i went for the 3rd night of clubbing. I again challenged my beta mate and he gladly accepted. (He knew i will lose again, but i just dgaf). Tonight is different. I will not focus on picking up girls. My goal is to get 3 rejections. It should be easy. Or so i thought ;-)

Paid the entrance fees, had a little chat with the receptionist of the bar to give myself a wee boost of confidence and i went in with a thinking that the party tonight is me. Yep, i am the party. Instead of going to the bar to buy drinks like i usually do, i went straight to the dancefloor when i went in. Almost every girls on there are with a male friend.(Boyfriends?) Every. Single. One. Of. Them. As i just dance myself off like crazy, my eyes are constantly sweeping the whole place hoping to spot a single lone girl to get my first rejection. I now truly believe such girls don't exists in big nightclubs. Went back to my beta mate, he already got his drinks and to my horror, he was already dancing with some girl. I went to him to have a chat and at the same time, seizing the opportunity to introduce myself to the girl. I was in luck when she told me she got two female friends i can befriend. They were a 7 and a 9. I went over to them and decided to get rejected two times in one go. Opened the set by introducing myself and i dragged them to our table. They were friendly with me. I was surprised. I was hoping to get rejected but i did not get it. Talked to the HB7 about stuff etc (pretty weird really as i'm in a noisy club) and i noticed the HB9 was pretty shy and kept playing with her phone. I chided her for it and she then opened up to me like i'm the boss. She also asked me which one i prefer between them (shit test?) and i told her i want them both. They both giggled the cheeky twats and i gave them drinks and all and attempted to drag one of the girls (HB9) to the dancefloor. Strangely, she refused. Said she was shy to go. I complimented her on her good looks and said there was nothing to be shy about. It then hit me. Right in the head. She is so pretty yet she got no confidence in going to the dance floor yet i am fat and i at least been to dance. Something just ticked in me and i got this feeling where i was illusioned to grandeur. I felt way above all the lads in there, like i'm greater than everyone in the club. They are all chumps and i am Adonis. :) Out of the blue, the HB7 then asked me if i want sex in my hotel (what?) I, at this point, can just accept her offer and win the bet with my beta mate. I then realized it is of no use as i found our later the girls were probably hired guns of the club. Fuck that. This doesnt count i thought to myself. My mate wont probably know the HB7 is indeed an hired gun and i dont feel right in winning the bet this way. I then shut down both the HB7 and HB9 went to the dancefloor myself. The party boy is here in me as i went in.

At the dancefloor, there are two dudes and a girl. They were all dancing together. Surely, this girl is not attached to both of the lads and i wanted to find out. I started dancing with one of the guys. He was friendly and i introduced myself to him and then to his mate and of course, the girl. I shook hands with the lads but went in for a hug with the girl. Bold move but who cares, 3rd night is my night. I could tell the girl is very receptive to me and the four of us were soon dancing together. My confidence at this point was still in mid level and it wont go down, i will just keep pushing it up. Kino'ed the girl and when the lads seems to approved it (body language stuff), i escalated my kino with the girl. She's loving it. She didnt reject me and i was at that point just didnt want to pick up any girls but instead to get rejected naturally and just have fun. I am enjoying this. I then left them to themselves.

Some time later, i saw the same group who danced with me earlier at their table and i decided to be a little prick and joined them. I run games on them, both the guys and girls and i can tell they were thinking at that time that i am the party. Introduced my beta mate and his girl to them and by now, my confidence is through the roof and i went to the next table, had a chit chat with the guy and a girl and intro'ed my new group of friends to them. Here i am doing my DHV stuff. We all chatted and dance together and i soon found out the girl with the two guys is single. I want to take things a little further, i actually AMOG her two guy friends! The girl is already all over me at this point. They two guys are noob and beta as fuck, they let me have their girl! I dont feel about it really but who gives a fuck, i'm still waiting for her rejection!

As the night went out, i keep playing the DHV game. It is so effective. I will just go up to a stranger couples and just introduce them to another couple/group of people. My actions was really strange and i believe in social proof as i am the party hah! And in every introduction i did, the girls will all just magically come up to me to grind my crotch. As this happens, their boyfriends all look helpless as i party and gring their chicks. I also make sure to freeze out these girls at some point just to avoid any possible hostile situation and kept moving on to the next girl, all the while putting up my friendly face to these noob guys. Got my eyes fixed on someone girlfriend, a HB10, ran my games on her as well and number close her. And i number close most of the other girls as well. And their boyfriends too as well, just so they will all think i'm a just another socialable person who wants to be friends with everyone. I then decided to attempt an F-close. Three girls who were all over me the whole night gave me obvious IOIs that they want me to bring them back, even at the presence of their boyfriends/male companions. They were all too young for me when i found out their real age (17, 18, 18) and rejected them right away. I am going for the HB10 as she is 24 years old, my taste. Made my intention clear and told her straight off that i want to bang the shit out of her. She agrees to it and said that she will follow me back as soon as she can send her boyfriend away. WTF!

I feel bad and decided that it is morally incorrect to do this. Bro codes. I shouldn't F his girlfriend. And i decided there and then that i will just go back to my hotel room alone. I already considered myself a winner here. And my rejection scores still stood at 0! :-)

What i learnt tonight: Displaying High Values and Social Proof is important especially in night game. I am a stranger to everyone but they were all deceived to believe that i am a superstar. Even out your games, don't just use it on girls, it should be done on the clueless guys as well to get the gold. My luck wasnt pretty because i couldnt find a girl there who have not got any boyfriends/male companions or else i will definitely F-close. I am now a loser to my beta mate. Also if i may add, the only thing that went wrong tonight was that i entered so many phone numbers on my phone and didnt actually saved them to my contacts and now i dont know who's who and maybe i can not proceed with the numbers :( Lets hope the girls shoot me a text soon but even when they doesnt which i reckon they wont, who cares as i had fun!

P.S: Sorry for my english, english is my second language and i'm not very fluent in it. Apologize for all my grammatical errors and i will fix them when i wake up tomorrow ;)