I’m not here to talk down on myself. I promised myself I would do that but damn it’s hard to find reasons to be confident. I really don’t get what I’m doing wrong when it comes to talking to girls. I strike out constantly. The girls I’m friends with don’t understand what it is either. They assure me I’m not ugly and I’m not fat so I believe them honestly. Im a 24 year old man I’m not soft by any means and I can deal with rejection. But I’m not just getting rejected, girls will laugh at me, call me fat , call me ugly I don’t know why. Honestly I don’t say mean things or anything but idk why I’m a target. Like I’ve lost 40 pounds in the last 4 months and how am I supposed to see progress when I’m just put down about it. I totally get Im not going to meet my soulmate right away but like I can’t even get a date. I get rejected by every girl and just put down by others. Idk what it is about me it’s just really getting frustrating.