So its just a party at my church , but I'm going and I'm going with the mindset of "just having fun". I'm going to let you guys in on a secret, on college campuses pretty much every church sponsered thing has a guy/girl ratio of 1/10. So the chance that I go to this thing any don't at least talk to some girls, means I'm a lot worse than I thought. :D

I'm not dressing up as anything if anyone ask I'm going to play it off as something.

Field report------------------------------------- I feel like I both succeeded and failed. I succeeded in that I went, I had fun, I was more social. I got out of my comfort zone, I talked to a girl or 2 but nothing remotely flirty. I failed in that I didn't really approach any girls that were by themselves even though there were 3-4 on their phones at all times. A girl I had been hardcore crushing on from my English class was there, Some of the guys I knew were talking to her friends so I came over and talked to them and introduced myself (I ALWAYS introduce myself, I find if I introduce myself and MAKE SURE to shake their hand I feel 10x more confidant). I got the name of the girl I had been crushing on (then I forgot it 0.o). I felt way to much like an AFC at times, but at the same time not. I wasn't really frustrated, I'm just naturally a quite person (something Im working on) but I did get some laughs out of the girls (and not giggle like strait up cover mouth, put down cup laughing). I think one of the biggest problems I noticed about myself is I didn't stand out when compared to the guys I was with. They were getting LOTS of laughs and being funny, I on the other hand was talking about 1/4 as much of them. This is just something I need lots of practice with.

Tl;dr : I went out,stepped out of my comfort zone, and didn't really get anything romanticly accomplished but I built some social skills and talked to some people I didn't know. I'm getting better :D

also I should probably add while this doesn't sound impressive this time last year I probably would not have even gone this thing, or I would have stood around by myself untill someone who pittyed me came and talked to me (this actually happened the first 10 min I was there because no1 I knew was their).