In regards to a 19 yo feminine girl.

  1. She texted me and offered to give me a massage.
  2. She gave it to me at a hotel after I suggested it’d be more comfortable than in my car l. I kissed her. She ended up giving me an oily handjob. Seemed really excited.
  3. Following night: unprotected sex (we’re both clean). Slept together. She seemed really excited.
  4. Next day: a bit cold while messaging. Told her I’d take to a fancy dinner. She accepted instantly and was lovely. We kissed but nothing else.
  5. Didn’t see her for a week. We trained together, touched each other sensually. Only kiss was just before she said goodbye. It was good though.
  6. She invited me to her place. I brought food. She seemed happy at first, then she got lethargic. I kissed her body, cuddled her. Left after a few minutes so she could sleep in peace.
  7. Next day: tells me via text she feels like a failure. Unfortunately, I couldn’t be there for her because I had a date with my girlfriend.
  8. Saw her after a few days. Fucked up when I made an insensitive comment regarding her food choices. Before that, she had told me she was starting to feel something towards me and even asked for advice regarding someone else. I went for a kiss after the insensitive comment (another obvious mistake), she rejected me gracefully. I didn’t react, just kept talking. Saved the night by showing her something really valuable and rare. This was the first time I brought her home. She told me she loved the experience. Tried to fuck her, she told me in a sexy voice we couldn’t do it because I had a girlfriend. Still kissed her body and then I drove her home.

We text daily, but I haven’t asked her out again. Kinda feel like she’s developing feelings, but I’m not too sure. Feel like I lost my frame and made rookie mistakes. Before that, I had been perfect.

Any suggestions? I’m looking for action. Gotta act soon or move on to the next one.